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Friday, 06 November 2009

  • Documentary note: Burma VJ

    (viewed at KMU, 2009/11/3)
    2009 May, a foreigner swam into Aung San Suu Kyi’s house and she was accused of allowing a stranger into her house as a crime by the government – what kind of crime is that?!

    2007 Junta raised oil prices twofold

    (Why are protests effective and feared by the govt? Realization that others are in support of this as well<group psychology>? International scrutiny?)

    (What did they have planned after the protests? Did they have a new government planned? How can they ensure that it’ll be better than the old one?)

    199? Generals held election and Aung San Suu Kyi won by a majority. Was house arrested.

    2007, After initial protests by monks, govt banned gathering of more than 5 people.
    How did taking this position change the monks?

    The people waited for the soldiers to join them. Though the soldiers knew that their generals were cruel, to disobey a commander is the hardest thing for a soldier to do.
    (Why do they dare not kill Aung San Suu Kyi but must devise reasons that sound partially legitimate?)

    (What is the function of curfews? Divide and conquer? The people cannot band together at the time and the govt can prosecute individuals secretly)

    “Get that guy, he is a reporter! We cannot let him escape!”

    Movie site here:
    http://burmavjmovie.com/


Thursday, 05 November 2009

  • Speech note: Professor Domenico Grasso on Holistic Engineering

    (note that the words in parenthesis are my own opinions)
    Why are women underrepresented in engineering? (public perception? Biological differences? Do women study things that interest them more because they are not expected to be the major breadwinner in the family? Are the students who study engineering really aware of what it entails and whether they really love it? Is it more of a status thing that men are more attracted to? )

    What are engineers? (People who know how to make things but do not really have any influence policy-wise. Those who do have power tell them what to do/make and they do it.)

    MIT students created E. coli that smelled fresh for graduation project. When asked if they felt like god creating a new life-form, student said “No, we’re engineers, we just design things.” has no awareness of the effects of their work.

    Very little about engineering courses are on humanitarian subjects <85% science and math v.s. 15 % humanities>.

    When we were children we worked with ‘connecting the dot’ workbooks. These kind of activities have persisted throughout our education and churned out people unable to go outside the box for better solutions to real life problems. Real life is not like a work problem. It is complex and multi-faceted. (wow, no wonder those connect the dots books were so boring!)

    Engineering has changed time: “Anthropogenic Impact on Global Geodynamics due to Reservoir water improvements” NASA changed length of day

    Quote: “Today’s problems come from yesterday’s solutions” (an example of how short term thinking in technological design has failed our future generations)

    “Our underachieving colleges”book

    Complex Systems: What is it?
    - Systems of systems : nonlinear dynamic systems
    - Emergent behavior
    - Sometimes adaptive
    - Cannot predict from constitutional parts
    (Like the difference between James Bond way of solving crime and CSI, Numbers way of solving crime) Yes, in fact one of the advisors to the series Numbers is a Complex Systems development director.

    Way to look at things go from: Simple Complicated Complex
    Simple and complicated are deterministic approaches.

    In Stockholm, they have traffic problems. They could choose to build more bridges to ‘relieve congestion’, but they chose to hire IBM, which put together a task force of different professions, and devised a tariff solution that lowered traffic immensely and got a lot of people going for public transport (of course he mentioned statistics, but as I tend not to remember specific numbers they’re not quoted here)

    Pure technological solutions are not going to solve the big problems our world is facing. They must be combined with policy, with economy, with sociology. cap and trade.

    (Here he mentioned ‘reverse engineer the brain’ which I did not catch /understand completely.)

    If you like math and science, you go into math and science, you don’t go into engineering. If you’re concerned about solving human problems, you go into engineering.

    4 reasons people choose a major:
    <1> Pressure: Dad wants you to
    <2> Currency: You want to make money
    <3> Legacy: You want to make a difference
    <4> Luxury: Study something you really enjoy
    Many schools operate under the concept of letting as many people in as possible, and then weeding them out and making them lose interest. This is not a good idea. It’s better to screen the people coming in first, and when they’re in do the best to help them and ensure that they graduate. The best schools in the US have this luxury.
    State Universities: Anyone can get in but it’s very difficult to get out.

    Question after: (Why are women underrepresented in engineering?) Because they view it as a job where they’re unlikely to interact with their environment and they’re more social creatures who want to interact with their environment. That is why more than half the med students in the US are now females, but in engineering it’s still vastly underrepresented.
    (Note: phrasing may be different due to slower pen)
    http://www.uvm.edu/~cems/explore/holistic.pdf



    After thought:
    I think in one way our education here has failed us is that it expects us to make a choice in high school – sciences or humanities? At the outset it weeds out girls who have as yet no idea what they can get out of the sciences and thus are selected to the humanities which are easier to learn because they’re more interesting to our minds. However, when they start getting notion of what they want to do with their life later on in high school or in the beginning of college they are already stuck without an option to go into the sciences. This also selects for people who spend much of their vital formative years dragging their minds through formulas when in fact the humanities are much more vital towards forming their characters and sense of social responsibility. By the time they are in university they are individuals who are perfectly capable of solving difficult questions on paper but unable to apply it well to the complex problems of life. The people in humanities, with their more developed social skills, are more likely to go into politics, whilst the people in sciences are relegated to white collar labor jobs in biotech companies, and reclused from public life in academia. However, both awareness of the sciences and a fair understanding of the humanities is vital towards healthy policies.
    We need balance and practice in thinking rather than grafting knowledge.

Wednesday, 04 November 2009

  • Sixth sense pros

    You know sixth sense, or intuition, where you can sense things in the future, sense the truth of things, or Fringe-ishly see ghosts? Well I've never thought myself inclined towards that. My mother has these tales of encounters with her ghost ancestors and dead parents, while I never see a thing. Come to think of it, I couldn't even sense the atmosphere in a room full of people enough to act prudently. I've thought that I have what the chinese call 八字重, though none of my family has ever taken any stock in fortune-telling, hence I cannot confirm this.
    But there are a few interesting things that I've noticed. <1>I used to get these deja vu dreams once in a while. The events in the dreams would occur some time after, sometimes spanning a few years. The events never seemed important. I cannot figure out why something like turning around a corner on your skates and nearly colliding with someone can be important to my life. They just pop out of my mind, this whoa moment when I realize that 'hey, I've seen this happen before! Now why is that?'
    Nai-Yu, who's a psychology major, said people who have deja vu dreams have a pure heart. I wonder why? A maid and the unicorn thing? Children being able to see into other dimensions?
    <2>Then there's this time last semester when I was in the hospital for an appointment. I waited for 2 hours and started to feel very restless and grey inside. I could not write anything. I could not even get up the urge to read. It was very unlike me.
    I told someone else about this, and that person told me that large hospitals like KM are centers of bad, contorted emotional and spirtual energy because of all the people and events there.
    <3>I also had this bad feeling about one of the choices I made a few months back. I kept swallowing that sensation and telling myself everything was fine. It was not. The repercussions of that choice erupted on me soon after and I was left feeling quite stupid for not having trusted my other side.
    <4>Last night/this morning I dreamt a dream that reconciled me to that bad choice I had made. It was an amazing dream that helped to come to terms in a way that I do not think would happen in real life. It helped me find closure, in a way, and I feel very grateful for whatever part of me decided that I needed it.
    <5>Last night while prepping for my bag today I had this urge to put in my passport. I overrode it. Before going to school I got this urge again and overrode it. Then this afternoon to my chagrin I found that I had to take my passport to the Environmental Department so I could get this proof for midterm absence in by Friday. Ow.

Saturday, 31 October 2009

  • So give me my life that I may live longest

    There was this story I once read in which one of the characters was a man who wished to live as long as possible. His methology stemmed from one understanding - that boredom creates the most excruciating sensation of time's slow passing. Thus he did his utmost to promote boredom in his life and shied away from any activity in which one could derive interest. Any moment spend in profitable activity was considered a stolen moment out of his 'prolonged life'

    He seemed quite daft and ridiculous to me at the time, but I have been allowed opportunity to ponder this further - the majority of life inclines towards living to your fullest. And some have searched for eternal life so that they may continue to be doing things. This person has accepted the limitations in life and in his own odd way hopes to prolong the sensation of living through slow time congestion. I would immediately argue that the seconds in life are immediately devalued if one were to do nothing during the while, and then another question arises - perhaps it is rather my addiction to activities that makes boredom seem so unacceptable.

    I have read some things that speak of boredom in a different light - that it exists in the mind of man and is amplified by the emptiness one feels in not doing. In a way, I understand it is a weakness not to be able to endure inactivity, to be unable to endure a world in which I have no choice. People like me have long been the face of human grandeur and advancement. For us, incarceration is one of the greatest tortures in itself, for we are allowed no freedom to express ourselves, to make, to ingest and influence. When Rabiya Kadeer spoke of her time in prison, when Ingrid Betancourt spoke of her time as a hostage, I could understand how the suffering for them was increased ten-fold, the despair and anxiety increased ten-fold, due to the sensation of time passing, unused.

    I have long held a idea of our activities in this world as continual creation of something better - it of course does not aligne with the image of my 'ideal world', in which we live in harmony with our earth and take not what we cannot return to it - it is an optimistic image of our world, one that has been expounded on by Ayn Rand through her somewhat extreme notions. It is, in short, what the 'American Dream' was based on, and what Hollywood has been selling to the world for decades. We are imbued with a sense of empowerment - but more often than not are frightened by the failures.

    If I were inclined to be pessimistic, or for some whom I have recently talked to, realistic, the balance of the world lies truly like sand and stone. We try to build castles, to create beauty out of nature and it's disorders, but whatever we do shifts the balance, and entrophy always inclines our achievements towards chaos. We chop off new pieces of rock to make statues, or to increase 'virgin sand' so that we may make more precious castles, but the result of this is always the creation of more formless sand.

    So we stand at a great dam at which our forebears and ourselves have created more chaos, trying to hold that mudslide of sand off.

    Governments are like this, education is like this, manufacturing is very much so.

    Perhaps I have yet to gain the sort of wisdom that will allow me a life of undoing. Of being at perfect harmony with my world. I shall have to gain that sort of understanding eventually, for it would definitely come in handy. At this stage, however, I'm inclined to live my life to the fullest, in activity rather than passivity. In grandeur if you wish to call it that. On the other hand, however, I'll move more carefully, for every small step I take must be a realization towards this world I wish it were, to have more meaning in my actions.

    Are you with me?

Wednesday, 28 October 2009

  • A relaxing dream

    Dreamt of going to school on a school bus with you every day. It was a surprisingly uncrowded bus with very wide, dark cushioned seats. There was a dreamy, clean and clear quality about the interior of the bus. Every morning we'd fall asleep together among a mass of white veils like theater props and ballerina tutus. The few other people on the bus sometimes wore fashionable brown or black, had powdered goth faces and once looked at us oddly. We didn't care.
    I guess the nice thing about being with you is that you have no boundaries, no restaints, no fears of what other people would say. You do not reject me for being whimsical with my harmlessly quirkly notions of what is possible with life. Why be ashamed or frightened of what we are?
    And when we arrive, I expect, we'll rise sleepily from our veils like siamese cats.
    Then I heard someone telling a story about a person named Satan in a forceful voice. When I woke, I realized that it was one of the church teachers talking about THE Satan. People do seem less evil in dreams.
    Also, I wonder what it means - to dream of napping during sleep?

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